"I have tried simply to write the best I can. Sometimes I have good luck and write better than I can." -Ernest Hemingway

“The only living works are those which have drained much of the author's own life into them.” –Samuel Butler

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Musings of the Smart Girl with Pink Hair and High Heels (Pressured)

Pressure gets to the best of us. This is one such story…
The smoldering cigarette was thrust in his direction. A trail of smoke connected the two boys, as one tempted the other.
He didn’t have an interest in the small, slow death sentence, but the glare in the other boy’s eyes made him feel weak and powerless. He hated those feelings; the feelings that arose when his father had drunk too much and took it out on him. He was sick of feeling like a tick under his father’s skin and he hated feeling feeble.
The little cigarette looked disgusting, but his fascination with fire combated his disgust. He had always loved to see the flames of a fire dance merrily when they consumed wood. He had set many things aflame; just to have the pleasure of watching them burn to ash. He felt so powerful in those moments.
All these thoughts swill viciously in his mind as he decided which path to take at this cross-road in his life. He could relent and let the other boy win, or he could decide to live free of the chains of addiction.
The other boy was getting impatient. He pushed the burning cigarette closer and insisted once more. He used every persuasion technique. He said it was cool and that they helped people relax. He listed all their friends that did it. But when the rest didn’t work, he threatened to never hang out again if he didn’t start the habit.
Pushed into a corner, the boy tentatively took the shrinking cigarette. His hands shook as he lifted it to his dry lips. He inhaled once.
He was hooked for life.

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