In the beginning, my days trapped in this
prison were like my worst nightmares. They constantly jabbed me with needles,
taking blood and testing the effects of various sedatives on me. They kept me restrained
constantly because I had no desire to stay locked in this lair full of
kidnappers.
Every time they left me alone, I would fight
against my bonds but all I ended up with was bloody wrists and ankles. But before
long, they just sedated me until I would calm down. Having your strength taken
away so easily by just the prick of a needle really erodes your will to keep
fighting.
Every time they sedated me, my mind couldn’t
filter or compartmentalize all the information stored and it would rapidly jump
through everything. All the masses of thoughts crowded in and I couldn’t even
keep my mind on a linear track. It started to make me crazy and eventually I
gave up resisting. I calmed down and let them believe I would bend to their
will. For ten years I have been waiting for my chance to escape.
Once they had run all their tests, they
discovered I wasn’t influenced by any outside factor. I was just born this way.
I was solely unique and that made me more valuable to them. They couldn’t risk
letting me go.
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