"I have tried simply to write the best I can. Sometimes I have good luck and write better than I can." -Ernest Hemingway

“The only living works are those which have drained much of the author's own life into them.” –Samuel Butler

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Musings of the Smart Girl with Pink Hair and High Heels (Blood)

I have blood on my hands.
The red sticky fluid drips from my fingers. It saturates my skin.
My tears drip and mingle with the blood.
I start rubbing my hands. I can’t get it off. I scratch and scour. I scrub and smear.
Nothing works.
Dred pumps in my veins. Panic floods my mind. Grief freezes my heart.
What have I done?
My face is drenched with fallen tears. My hands covered in another’s blood.
I frantically try to wipe my hands. I have to get this thick liquid off!
What else can I do? How can I redeem myself? How can I get my hands clean?
Numb realization invades. What’s done is done. The past can’t be fixed. A life can’t be saved once lost.
My vision clears. I glance down at my hands. They are clean.