"I have tried simply to write the best I can. Sometimes I have good luck and write better than I can." -Ernest Hemingway

“The only living works are those which have drained much of the author's own life into them.” –Samuel Butler

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Musings Of The Smart Girl With Pink Hair And High Heels (Burning)


Crying, distressed faces flash across the television. Traces of pure agony lace every heart-wrenching word spewing from their dry, ash-caked lips. They count their accumulating losses and tally them up among their families.
Shuffling in line, they beg for their necessities because they’ve lost it all. They try to contemplate the bright side of their horrid situation by rejoicing for their loved ones surrounding them because they no longer want to think of what’s been burned.
Drought rages the land, fueling the thirsty fire. Consuming all of many people’s earthly possessions, the blaze leaves most without hope.
As a backdrop to my everyday life, the billowing smoke stains a far-away part of the sky. Small worries crawl across my mind in wonder if the expansion of the devouring flames will reach me, but I quickly silence those selfish thoughts and remember those who have nothing to call home.
Humbled by this disaster, I pray for those who have lost so much and for an end to this senseless destruction.

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Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Remembering

            Conspiring brainstorming flowed around her as her mind drifted to another time. Melancholy feelings cascaded through her in crashing waves and she desired nothing more that to turn back the clock.
            Blankly staring at the passing scenery around her, she relived the few memories she could recall. All the times she was ostracized for her young age and the too-few days she had childishly played with her friends swarmed her mind.
            Wishing time-travel existed, she pitied her missed opportunities and fading memories. These emotions, so thick she could swim in them, were her undoing and she realized they were just wounding her.
            Morning what she couldn’t change one last time, she began tucking her thoughts away in their designated compartment in her brain and she drifted back to the present. The conversation around her surged in a mighty wave of words to envelope her.
            Smiling to herself because of the friendly faces nearby, she decided to enjoy the current days rather that rehash what was out of her reach.

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Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Outgrown And Left Behind


            The fraying edges of wiry yarn frizz in the damp air as the faded blue threads continue to unravel. Collecting particles of nearby dust, each separate strand hanging limp from the torn edges proceed to ripen and emit a rancid perfume. Further towards the center, puslike mold grows on a long-forgotten stain as the sprouting white hairs peek through the oozing fungus in the search for fresh air. Underneath, withering threads slowly decay to nonexistence and the worn surrounding strings disintegrate into a pale blue powder. Housing tiny insects, the piles of blue soot gather droppings and begin to smell like rotten eggs. Altogether, the diminishing blue forgotten treasure remains for the sole purpose to gradually dwindle away.

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Monday, September 5, 2011

Musings Of The Smart Girl With Pink Hair And High Heels (Oppressive Stares)


        I can feel their penetrating stares, daring me to fall. Their glares jealously beg me to misstep on my stilt-like heels to fall flat on my face. They intentionally watch for the one wobble in my ankles to be able to condemn me as imperfect.
          Every step I take in the crowded, suffocating halls, I feel the pin-pricks of the flying swords being projected from their eyes. Tingling pressure encases me as I futilely try to brush off their fierce looks.
          Stumbling from focusing so hard on not trying to trip, I see the slight smiles brighten their hateful faces and I have to remind myself to recover. Deep breath and I lift my head high to display to them that they can’t have the power over me any longer.
          Their bitter stares go unnoticed by me, for I have begun to ignore their judgments. With a smile gracefully embracing my face, I strut the halls with unburdened poise to make them gape.

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Sunday, September 4, 2011

All Consuming Fear


            She froze, mid-step, at the sight of the muscular black bear and his yellowed set of jagged teeth that glistened in the fading sunlight. Eyes widening, a string of incoherent thoughts buzzed in her mind. Droplets of sweat leaked from her pores as the sunlight, peeking through the branches of the imposing trees near by, continued to raise her body temperature. Spasms of shaking began to course through her body and she stood paralyzed by the bear’s gaze.
As is in slow motion, the bear trekked towards her. She felt her eyelids slide closed to block out the image of the approaching animal. With tears flooding her eyes, she caught a whiff of the bear’s rancid breath and strings of tingling pain ran along her ridged spine at his throaty growl. Wanting this nightmare to end, she allowed the blissful blackness to take hold of her.

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Saturday, September 3, 2011

Running Out Of Time (Part Ten - The End)


            Dressed in a crisp expensive-looking suit and dark opaque sunglasses, Carmen finally glimpsed the man on the other end of the phone. Tightly cropped, almost jet-black, hair covered his head in a sophisticated style that reflected his illegally gotten wealth. As he removed his sunglasses from his face, Carmen regarded his eyes that were a piercing blue shade which commanded attention with a single glance. Between his slightly too close eyes protruded a long slender nose to contrast against his clean shaven face. A diamond and gold encrusted watch embraced his wrist, peeking from under the long sleeve of his suit jacket. Overall tall and lean, he stepped up to the door of the house where Carmen was patiently waiting.
            “Let’s get this over with.” He grumbled.
            Leading him to the safe, Carmen thought back to the warning in her father’s letter: Make sure you never input the wrong code into the safe. If you ever accidentally do, the room will automatically lock you in and start extracting the oxygen from the air. To stop this process, there is an override switch under the panel with the numerical dial, which requires your finger print…
            “Show me the detonators.” Carmen commanded.
            Unenthusiastically, he pulled them out of his pin-stripped suit’s pocket. “Smash them.” Carmen coerced forcefully. Hearing the glorious crunch under his feet, relief rushed through her. Grieving her decision one last time, Carmen sluggishly spun to face the safe. She raised her hand and started to turn the dial: 22-76-36-56-84
            Immediately, the door slammed shut startling the pair now trapped. A high pitched whistle resounded throughout the small space. Dismayed, Carmen’s enemy accused, “What did you do?!”
            “I must have inputted the code wrong.” She innocently spit out.
            “You idiot! You’re going to kill us!” He panicked.
            “Yes, I know. There is no way I am letting you get your filthy hands on those blueprints!” Carmen vehemently retorted.
            Shock at being bested froze him as the color drained from his face.
            Moments past and Carmen started gasping for breath, feeling her lungs close up. Black spots dotted her vision and everything blurred. Sliding down the wall, she closed her eyes and felt herself drifting from conscientiousness. She gulped for one last breath before the darkness consumed her.
            Forgive me father…

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Friday, September 2, 2011

Running Out Of Time (Part Nine)


            Walking out of her father’s office, Carmen went to hug Maryellen one last time and Carmen thanked her once again for all her love and help throughout the years. “Good-bye, Maryellen.” Carmen somberly whispered. Before Maryellen could say anything, Carmen instructed her, “Go watch the news to make sure nothing tragic happens at the parade.” Maryellen hesitated, opening her mouth to inquire Carmen’s reasons but instead she just did as instructed.
            After Maryellen had left, Carmen made her way back into the secret room to lock away the blueprints. Walking to the parlor in the front of her father’s house, she remembered one last thing from her childhood…
            Young Carmen cuddled in her father’s arms, feeling safe and protected. Her father leaned down to whisper in her ear, “I love you, Carmen. I’m so proud of you.”
            A tear slipped down Carmen’s face as she regretted all the times she had hated her father. For the first time in years, she understood her father wasn’t as wretched as she had been convincing herself.
            Resolved in her decision to continue with her plan, Carmen waited for the psycho to pull up to her father’s house.

To Be Continued…

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