"I have tried simply to write the best I can. Sometimes I have good luck and write better than I can." -Ernest Hemingway

“The only living works are those which have drained much of the author's own life into them.” –Samuel Butler

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Musings of the Smart Girl with Pink Hair and High Heels (Lenna)

          She hid inside a place she believed was safe. It was a shield on all sides and it allowed the breeze to flow. It protected her from the harsh rays of the sun and allowed her to cool off.
She took a ride that may very well be the cause of the end of her life. The trauma she experienced created a life threatening reality that’s all she has come to know.
Her organs aren’t where they should be. They are spilling out into other parts of her tiny body and every passing day takes her one step closer to her impending death. Time is her enemy and it steadily ticks away without a care to the damage it is allowing.
However, she acts like any other young, vibrant thing, but on the inside, she is very slowly dying. I try to comfort her and help her get stronger, but are my efforts enough? Will she survive surgery? By the end of this, will I have waited too long?
My head spins with unanswered questions and my fear of risk-taking is a hindrance, but I have to act. The alternative is too dire.
So now I take this tragedy day by day, step by step, and hope for the best.

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